If I could just have one day where I don`t have to experience emotions & feelings, I would probably be happier. As if things aren`t bad enough, things have gotten super awkward with people & I don`t really have any motivation to do anything anymore. I don`t feel like I want to make the effort of befriending everyone if they don`t put any effort back in. It sucks cause it`s just like what Kathy said, "If you`re not involved & in, then you`re basically outcasted & excluded." So if that`s how it`s gonna be, then maybe I don`t want to try anymore.
If trying isn`t good enough, then I don`t want to try anymore.
eff this.
Schadenfreude
2 days ago
1 comment:
awww ... it's ok. we will do some un bumming and then work out this aggression or badness at the gym!
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